Becoming your true self.

The beauty and challenges of committing to a life of Soul.

Becoming your true self.

It sounds so simple and yet when it comes to actually living a life aligned with Soul, it can feel absolutely hellish at times.

Yesterday was one of those days for me.

I am 5 days back into parenting, after a 2 week holiday (well, work trip, but it FELT like a holiday) and am extremely jetlagged still. I have been waking up between 1-3am every night and then unable to sleep- so I drink tea, journal and meditate and wait until I am tired again. But because I am parenting, it means I have 7-8am wake ups and I am waking up very salty and underslept.

Yesterday I had to seek support from Caeruleas grandmother as I literally could not parent. The jetlag, combined with the rapid elevation of the Schumman resonance (more about this and how to track it in my pain Substack, coming out later today) and being thrown around in the pre-eclipse washing machine (we have a lunar eclipse in Virgo happening this Friday) - meant that I was ragey and tired AF.

I did a poll on my instagram stories yesterday and I was NOT the only one. Most of my audience said they felt incredibly fatigued yesterday - so, if this is you, you are not alone. And you are not delulu.

Anyway, I digress.

I started writing this Subby to speak about the path of Soul Emergence and how it is not for the faint hearted.

It really isn’t.

I recently started writing out a whole curriculum on the stages of soul emergence and evolution according to both Jungian Psychoanalysis and Gnostic Alchemy. It is the foundation of the curriculum of my new practitioner training, which is soon to replace The Self Holding Method which has been running for the past 7 years (nearly a whole venus cycle!). If you are interested, you can download the curriculum and free introductory video, here. Or view the landing page here. We kickstart with our first welcome session this coming week.

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In the first stage of Soul Emergence, the stage of Nigredo, we experience what Jung calls the Confession stage. Its the stage of shadow awakening and catharsis. It ain’t pretty.

It is not actually until we emerge into the third stage of Soul Awakening, that we actually start to educate ourselves and better understand who it is we actually are. The true self - the soul essence. This stage is called Citrinitas and is the stage of Education and Individuation. In this stage in our training, I like to bring in teachings around The Soul Blueprint - utilising Astrology and Gene Keys.

I have been fortunate enough to also have networked with someone who recently developed an INCREDIBLE app, called True Self, which is an integral interface (app) which overlaps and intersects different soul blueprint maps - Western Astrology, Vedic Astrology, Gene Keys, Human Design, The Enneagram and more. It is REALLY damn good and as someone that is really anal about delivering accurate information when it comes to these kinds of maps and blueprints, I can tell you it’s good. And I am impressed.

AND I would love to share it with you all.

You can download it here.

Use the code LOVESIGOURNEY for a 50% off discount (you’re welcome).

I am in the process of reviving my 1:1 mentorship journeys, which will be all about supporting you to align to your genius blueprint and create a business which is soul led. Some of my offers will ALSO include PR support - to help you to get featured in publications.

I have recently affiliated and have started writing for a number of media platforms (if you didn’t know, I was a copywriter for media platforms whilst I was studying at University over 10 years ago). Actually, my dream at University was to always be a journalist and columnist - and somehow I got led down another path.

BUT it is circling back again, in a far more powerful way. Because media features mean NOTHING if you are not actually aligned to your true genius - they just become another roadblock and superficial expression of yourself.

Oh and another exciting new offering- I am reviving my paid Substack space to include regular cosmic (astrological) forecasts and updates. I have had quite a few requests lately from people asking WTF is going on (in the lead up to this eclipse chaos)- so I figured I would use this platform to educate on cycles and transits and how you can best navigate them… particularly because March is the BIGGEST and most astrological month of the year. Ooooft.

Actually, on that - today is particularly big. With mercury passing over Venus in her retrograde, about to turn retrograde itself on the 15th, today (March 11th) will be a glimpse into the themes that will play out for the remainder of the Venus retrograde (until April 12th) and Mercury retrograde (until April 7th) - bearing in mind that the shadow periods for retrogrades continue for ~ a week after the completion of the retrograde period and so the themes still linger and taper to completion after the planet actually goes direct.

For me, today, I emerged out of a really intense two days of emotional volatility and fatigue into vibrancy and renewal - I got hit on by someone in the supermarket this morning and have had clarity come through on my new paid offerings (including the revival of my Substack community here).

Want regular Cosmic updates and support on how to track transits?

I will be writing two paid articles today - one on how to navigate MONEY according to some of the Venus alignments happening in the next few months (and why you shouldn’t be dumping your investment portfolio right now even though its tempting AF because everything is bearish) - as well as a shorter article on how to track the Shcumman resonance and what you need to know (particularly around self care) when it is soaring and taking us on an emotional rollercoaster, like it was yesterday.

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Mwah,

It’s nice to have you here.

Sigourney Belle x

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