Confronting my desire to die.

Remembering love through the portal of death.

Today was my first day back in the US. I landed in NYC at 2am after a 21 hour plane flight (split into three journeys).

I now have a bit of a routine with travel. Whenever I land somewhere, I make sure I have a bodyworker lined up, so that I can really process anything that is holding from the flight, through my body and really connect and plug into the…