The Midlife Awakening
Not a Crisis, an Initiation: The Astrology of Midlife
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We are told that “midlife” equates to a crisis.
And sure, it can be that. For many, it is that.
But not too many people talk about the purpose behind the crisis…. what is causing it, and why.
Because it is not God just being a sadomasochist, inflicting pain for the sake of it.
No, midlife crisis is more like a midlife awakening.
And from an astrological perspective, it is a period, where you undergo rapid transformation and initiation, to become more of who you are. And to tolerate less bullshit.
The body is going through and experiencing radical change according to a number of astrological events, several of them stacked on top of each other, and the discomfort is the sensation of a soul outgrowing a container it built in its twenties.
The Third Jupiter Return: Age 36
Jupiter completes its orbit roughly every twelve years, and by 36 most of us have lived through it three times. The first return, at 12, arrives while we’re still children and passes through us largely unmetabolized. The second, at 24, coincides with early adulthood, still tangled in the project of proving ourselves. The third return is different. By 36 there’s enough lived experience underneath the philosophy for it to mean something. Jupiter asks where your belief systems have grown too small for the person you’ve become, and the third return is where that question really lands with weight. Expect an appetite for expansion that feels almost physical, a hunger to enlarge your radius, your faith, your definition of what your life is allowed to hold.
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