This articulates my current position very well. And has been a cause for much of my discomfort, shame but also necessary dependence in my current state - physical dependence on a system that has flaws that I’m actively benefiting from but have been harmed as a result of - none of which leaves me with a deep knowing there is no one person to blame, no single event or point of contact but a series of - and… now what? It’s the honesty in realness that doesn’t know what to do with it. Which creates friction, frustration and an endless loop of indecision.
Well said. This is the level of nuance and discomfort many people are unwilling to sit with. The polarised, "I'm opting out of the Matrix," declared on facebook always makes me giggle a little.
This articulates my current position very well. And has been a cause for much of my discomfort, shame but also necessary dependence in my current state - physical dependence on a system that has flaws that I’m actively benefiting from but have been harmed as a result of - none of which leaves me with a deep knowing there is no one person to blame, no single event or point of contact but a series of - and… now what? It’s the honesty in realness that doesn’t know what to do with it. Which creates friction, frustration and an endless loop of indecision.
Well said. This is the level of nuance and discomfort many people are unwilling to sit with. The polarised, "I'm opting out of the Matrix," declared on facebook always makes me giggle a little.
it makes me giggle too 🤭