Oh, Sigourney, I could speak for weeks and years on this.
From multispectives (hmmm .. new noun word?).
Growing up in male dominated environments where female was outwardly segregated as less than.
Broken families in so many ways.
Unkindness at the fore.
Behind closed doors the antithesis of love, kindness, compassion, and care.
Relationships as I traversed life mostly echoing this.
As is the natural pattern in the 3D World.
My last relationship - 25 years of high level Narcissistic Personality Disorder Abuse, extreme coercive control, financial, emotional, psychological, social, and physical abuse to boot.
Queensland Police Department took a DVO out against him to protect our son and I.
He legally secretly set up a new home, took all that he wanted, including our son, all of our money, locked the house, hid the keys, and left.
That’s a long story.
It’s all a long story.
And I will write that story and publish it in time.
Trauma, beyond level trauma eked out a shell of me.
That is the long game goal of the Narcissist. What you are that they can’t be, they wish to take from you.
Break you. Tarnish you. And hope that you die in the process.
Of course - not all are the same. There we go with a vanilla proviso.
My life giving yes is the awareness that we choose our lives before we come in. Each and every time.
We sit around the Soul Family boardroom table and make agreements.
This is a very simplistic view.
We agree who is playing what role in this lifetime.
We show up as that for each other for the lived experience each is here for.
In the subject relationship and marriage, for his high level corporate psychopath (another term coined for Narcissistic Behaviour in the Corporate world), I played the victim to the perpetrator.
And I played it wonderfully in the realm that we lived in. Behind closed doors.
Respected in the industries within which we played and worked, the external ‘pretty and successful’ story belied the truth of what lay beneath.
Thank you your posts on what you have intimately lived and for what you learn through statistics and those you work with, Sigourney.
Each of us plays integral roles for the greater good in the evolution of humanity and all that is.
We are so much more than the games we play in the 3D field of human experiences.
Those games are integral though for the remembering, embracing, and embodying the essence of who we were before the world told us who we should be.
In that frequency, collectively, we shift the hands on the dial of the clock of the evolution of all that is and beyond.
We create the Akashic Records and live what is already written or rewrite them to reflect a greater good.
Enjoy your remembering, embracing your essence, and adding to the collective legacy, beauty, and wonder💫✨💛✨💫
Feeling privileged for not having been physically / sexually abused indicates the severity of our society's illness.
Yep.
Oh, Sigourney, I could speak for weeks and years on this.
From multispectives (hmmm .. new noun word?).
Growing up in male dominated environments where female was outwardly segregated as less than.
Broken families in so many ways.
Unkindness at the fore.
Behind closed doors the antithesis of love, kindness, compassion, and care.
Relationships as I traversed life mostly echoing this.
As is the natural pattern in the 3D World.
My last relationship - 25 years of high level Narcissistic Personality Disorder Abuse, extreme coercive control, financial, emotional, psychological, social, and physical abuse to boot.
Queensland Police Department took a DVO out against him to protect our son and I.
He legally secretly set up a new home, took all that he wanted, including our son, all of our money, locked the house, hid the keys, and left.
That’s a long story.
It’s all a long story.
And I will write that story and publish it in time.
Trauma, beyond level trauma eked out a shell of me.
That is the long game goal of the Narcissist. What you are that they can’t be, they wish to take from you.
Break you. Tarnish you. And hope that you die in the process.
Of course - not all are the same. There we go with a vanilla proviso.
My life giving yes is the awareness that we choose our lives before we come in. Each and every time.
We sit around the Soul Family boardroom table and make agreements.
This is a very simplistic view.
We agree who is playing what role in this lifetime.
We show up as that for each other for the lived experience each is here for.
In the subject relationship and marriage, for his high level corporate psychopath (another term coined for Narcissistic Behaviour in the Corporate world), I played the victim to the perpetrator.
And I played it wonderfully in the realm that we lived in. Behind closed doors.
Respected in the industries within which we played and worked, the external ‘pretty and successful’ story belied the truth of what lay beneath.
Thank you your posts on what you have intimately lived and for what you learn through statistics and those you work with, Sigourney.
Each of us plays integral roles for the greater good in the evolution of humanity and all that is.
We are so much more than the games we play in the 3D field of human experiences.
Those games are integral though for the remembering, embracing, and embodying the essence of who we were before the world told us who we should be.
In that frequency, collectively, we shift the hands on the dial of the clock of the evolution of all that is and beyond.
We create the Akashic Records and live what is already written or rewrite them to reflect a greater good.
Enjoy your remembering, embracing your essence, and adding to the collective legacy, beauty, and wonder💫✨💛✨💫